I took a trip to Florida with my family a couple weeks ago! It was so much fun! It really made me realize how much I actually miss my family. I dont get to see them a whole lot and when I do it really means a lot. But being on a vacation with them again really made it special. That and getting to see my grandpa and grandma again as well. Its one of those things where, you dont know how much long they will be around. I know that is a depressing thing to say, but its true. I know they are getting older and with that means you dont know what could happen. So seeing them as often as I can really means a lot to me. I dont know where I would be without my grandpa and grandma. My grandpa has taught me a lot of what I know. Growing up with he was always teaching me knew things, and I now cherish those skills I do have because I know it was him who gave them to me. My grandma is the one who has always been there to encourage me. She always has the right thing to say in every situation to make you feel great. I Love my family and I am blessed to have been born into such a great one at that! :D
I have also had a few things that have been a downer lately too. I dont really feel like saying a lot about them I guess. I know that what has happened is because it is what the Lord has wanted to happen. But I struggle with that at the same time. I wanted things to work in out in my favor that I lost sight of what was really going on, maybe the Lord is teaching me something? I cant say I am over things though. They were things that were on my heart for a really long time, and its hard to just erase all that happened. I question myself when I think about it, I even doubt my decisions. I know that what happened, happened for a reason. But I just cant get over the outcome yet, I wish things would have turned out differently. Thats life though, you dont always get what you want, and you have to just live with it. That for me is one of the hardest things, I feel like a piece of me is being left behind. I dont like that. my relations with others is one of the most important things in my life, when somethings goes wrong it really hurts me.
I just went on a trip of a life time as well! My first official road trip without my parents and with the best friends in the world! We went down to Bob Jones University to see Heidi and Rachel for the first time! It was such a fun trip! I was really nervous though when we first got there. I am not exactly Bob Jones savy you could say. But all in all it turned out not so bad. I really miss Heidi though. Honestly I dont think I could keep my sanity without her. She is by far the best friend a person could have. she is always there to talk to, and she knows how to cheer you up. I love her a lot. Be jealous, because I have the best friend ever! :P
I have not been feeling well lately as well. Not as in feeling sick, but just not doing well physically. I have been having these dizzy spells off and on for the last few weeks. I dont know what is causing them. But it has really started to effect me a lot lately. Doc says I might have a Iron deficiantsy...(or however you spell that, spell check is not working!). I have had to change my diet and everything, even start taking vitamins. which for me is a total change. I have never had to do anything for my diet. I eat what I eat and thats it. I have never taken any pills or supplements to change anything ever! I guess things are finally starting to catch up with me.
I am so excited to go to Africa! I cannot wait for my missions trip in May! I finally get to go on a real missions trip, go out of the country, and see the world! I know that the Lord has many great things in store for the trip! There are no words to describe how happy I am for this opportunity! I am nervous and excited all at the same time! woah!
Well, I am done for now. I need to get some sleep. Yet another thing that seems to finally be making an impact on my life. Why oh why cant I sleep! lol
Until next time...
"If you would attain to what you are not yet, you must always be displeased by what you are. For where you are pleased with yourself there you have remained. Keep adding, keep walking, keep advancing." ~Saint Augustine
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