I just started my semester with my new classes, and I love them! They are such great classes! I actually pay attention the whole class period, rather than fall asleep in class lol. My Criminology class is super interesting. There are so many things about the subject that I just never knew! It has only been a few weeks now since class started and I feel like I know the subject like that back of my hand, even though there is a ton more to learn! I think its going to be a great semester school wise.
This semester also seems to be very long, or is going to be at least. With work and school I am busy constantly. The times I do get off to hang out with friends and such are what I truly love! When I have not seen people or hung out in a few days, I get super antsy! Heck, for that matter it happens after one day! One of my biggest fears in life is not spiders, or being hurt and such. My biggest fear is being alone. If there is one things that makes me more nervous and that will freak me out, its being alone. I cannot handle it. It does not matter when or where either. Even if there is another person in the room and there is no talking. Just as long as I am not left to my lonesome and my thoughts... one of my biggest enemies a lot of the time.
This semester I have also learned a lot, and not in school. I feel that the Lord has been really working in my life. I have my choices in the last few weeks that I know will have an impact on the future. There is so much I could talk about. One thing is how I act. My actions need to reflect the way I live, and who I live for. That is one thing I am working on changing. There has been one thing that has been on my mind for the last month or so as well. I wanted to jump forward on a decision I was sure of. I wanted to let everything out that was in my head. Though after thinking it over, I made the choice not to go through with it. Its one thing that I feel like I need to keep to myself for now....
Again I am going to write about Heidi. If it were not for Heidi, I might be in a mental hospital right now! she is such a great friend and is the one who keeps me sane during times where I feel like going insane. Whenever I need her she is always there with words of encouragement and wisdom. She by far is one of the most amazing people I have ever met! It is quite sad though that she has to live so far away. I miss her a lot! and thats not even an exaggeration. I really do! She is the person that knows me inside and out, no one else knows me like Heidi. I cannot wait till I can see her again.
Well, that about sums things up for now.... Until next time...
"Everyone is fighting their own battle.
To be free from their past.
To live in their present.
And to create their future."
Only question is....whats yours?
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